Lunchtime!

I came to a realisation today when I found this photo. My legs look horribly unhealthy.

When I look at this all I see is skin and bones and I can’t believe that my legs looked like that and I thought they were big then.

Since starting the gym my legs are more toned and actually look normal. I am very proud of my muscular legs and I love the attention they get.

I literally felt sick to my stomach when I saw this photo. This pressure to be thin is ridiculous. I never want to look like this again.

No I’m not happy with my body and I was almost 7kg lighter in this photo but I would rather the body I have now then to have this body back.

Yes I have troubled spots too and I will continue to diet and exercise like crazy until I get the stomach I want.

To the girls out there who think that looking like that would make them happy, it won’t! You will feel the same way I do if you loose all that weight and eventually put a little more on and notice how sick you look.

Sorry for the big sappy essay and you will probably see more of this type of stuff. When you look on tumblr so many bloggers want to lose weight in a unhealthy way or do it for the wrong reasons.

I looked like this because of pressures from certain people in my life. I now exercise and eat healthy for my benefit , not anyone else’s.